stop, drop, and keep going..

AHHHH. Fresh air, i can breath again. For the past few weeks i have been chasing the wind, invisible and blowing in each and every direction that by the time i stopped to catch my breath i noticed i was back at the start. Holding on to the very threads that bound me to People who i recently found out weren't even worth my time. Liars! Anyways, anything that i want to accomplish in life has to be done for by myself, for myself. No one is going to hand me a silver platter and sure as hell Zeus isnt going to give me a lightning bolt, i have to work my way up to it. It's time to get my priorities straight. find another job more related to the arts, finish writing my long short story(ten chapters in), finish painting a half dozen unfinished pieces, get in shape, write more music, get an acting gig and so on and so forth, girls are dead last right about now.. unless i find someone i like..you know i've had my ex girlfriend over for the past couple of nights and it sucks because i dont want to hurt her, we arent anything anymore, sad, and i miss her but sometimes you have to let go even when its so right.. so we could advance.. keep movin..