I want to mean it

It's great to listen to tunes on the radio all the time, driving, sleeping, while your friend is saying something and you are just nodding your head while your Ipod is exploding music into your ear canal. Well it has come to my attention that some of the music out there isnt made to mean something to someone (being the listener) its created to take up space. I have noticed this for sometime and i am even more ashamed to say that i previously have done this in the past. Now that i look at it, i dont want to be that kind of person; one who makes things with out reason and puts this things out into the world without meaning. I want to be heard, and i want to mean what im trying to say. i want to relate to people and i want them to relate to me. I want to reach out and touch someone even if its the longest strech of my arm imagineable, i want to lift souls and help them guide themselves to whom ever they are trying to be because at this moment i am lost, and the only way to find my way back is through music. I want to share that gift with everyone else. i know my expectations, i know what i want to become, and i know what i have to do to get there. I will get there. Dedication and Meaning.

Package disclaimer

Life, it doesn't come with a handy instructional manual or an assembly guide.
some of us end up broken within the first few years.
Others just have a wack at it every which way.
No one told us it was going to be this hard.
I fear I'm failing.
Everything I once knew or thought i knew, is no more, whatever i was good at or thought i was good at, I'm not.
My "tallents" were merly mediocre. And now i have to live with that.
im no good